Hi, I am Mai Yang.
If you found yourself here, I'll let you in on a little secret, MYYP is all about me! It took me a long time to write an about section because I have never known how to express myself, especially in words. I guess it makes sense why I found myself creating visual expressions of who I am.
The earliest photograph that comes to memory is a collage my dad was putting together of himself after my mom tore it all up. Some he had taped back together, some he had cut out the outline of himself and then created this shrine-like collage of himself. It was so cool.
That's sort of it. If I dig back into memory lane, nothing really stuck out that made me realize I wanted to be a photographer.
Photographs are a place for emotions to live.
I learned the skills of the trade in a college course. I was in my exploration phase and it was a class that offered a skill to be learned. Totally my thing, learning something new and cool. I started capturing trees actually. I wasn't an aspiring artist by any means, but I enjoyed capturing the curves and lines of a tree. Each different type of tree seemed to express a different character. I had a huge imagination so lines and curves looked more like expressions of character.
Once I started on photographing people, I just never quit. I stretched myself into all kinds of people photography. At this point, I was just out to acquire the most skill I could to replicate magazine works. Magazines were the epitome of people photographs. Colors, lines, subject, lighting and props came together to create a balanced image that captured anyone and everyone.
This was a big, confusing goal. I replicated all sorts but could not capture the balance I was looking for. And what was the balance? No clue. This took me on a long journey. I never quite equated my life to photography, never claimed it to be my career or even my passion. It was the side thing that I couldn't let go of. I definitely couldn't let it go because even without a camera, I still found myself photographing in my mind. Of course, if it was on my mind, I would act on it.
The technical side of photography has always been a drag for me. I didn't like numbers and codes. In fact, I didn't even like the camera. It was way too technical for me. I remember learning about shutter speed and aperture, iso and focal length. If there was a more simple tool to capture pictures the way I wanted it to, I would have happily took it up but my class required a camera so there it is, I had a borrowed camera for the first 5 years of my photography journey.
I didn't come to appreciate the camera and all its tools until I found myself trying to solve questions in my work. When a problem was too complicated, I was keen on finding a simpler way to do things. Thus, I acquired a lot of my photography skills through the desire to solve problems in my photography.
The most vital part of my photography journey came when I finally reached the problem of meaning. Creating meaning, or capturing meaning. In school, I learned to read emotions and feelings from images. I learned to see beyond expressions and utilize different tools to create the balance I was looking for. This led me to learning the skill to connect, creating and capturing it.
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